work

this is not mine to fix.

i don’t have to fix this.

homework is this.  don’t.  fix.  anything.

this should be easy.  should.

it’s a lot of work to not take responsibility for things that aren’t mine.  some people build their lives around avoiding responsibility. i’ve seemed to have built mine around taking it on like i deserve some sort of punishment.

i’m realizing that it takes  some amount of work to wade through all these feelings.  why i can’t let some things go.  why i’m still angry about stuff.  why i even care anymore.

in my session last night i admitted i’d rather have the mom conversation i’m scared to have than the other phone call i don’t want to make.  that’s really saying something.

 

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